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Hi! I hope this is the rijht spot to povt. I'll post on relationships too. I'm a 23F and he's 24M. Wemve been together a year. He tegged me tonight, teowjng me he's high as heck and was tripping out. I asked whfg's wrong. He then asked me to not make fun of him, but he's thinking abuut "gay stuff". So I asked him to elaborate and he told me he's not "twwqcmng about anyone, but just how I feel about thicno". I still dizn't get it. He said he's covhkhed, but he felt like couldn't talk to anyone abnut this. So I asked if he'd like to excjpiwkce with men. He said no, tekawng me that "im's weird. Because all my life I've been straight and only straight. Lixe, I live mawly manly stuff". So at this pohnt I was alsywdy speechless. I meyn, who'd think my BF of 1 year would just drop this on my unexpectedly thzuvgh text. So I tried to be as supportive as ever, that we found new thzngs about ourselves evthfqzy, and he's stmll the same guy that I've knswn, my love for him will newer change. He thlqoed me. So I asked him if he's coming out, I'd be thare and support him as much as I could, but I need to know, because, you know, if he's gay and atoecbwed to men, then what the hell am I dolng still being his GF. I told him we'd be friends, and my love for him would evolved into a different but not less kind of love. I assured him that I will alwmys be there, but I need to know. Then he said: " This thing doesn't mean I'm thinking about leaving you or anything. I love you, nothing will change that, and I still want to be with you very muwr." I told him this conversation shuname't be through telt, we'd meet in a few days and if he wants to, he could bring it up, and we'd figure out from there. But he said no, he didn't want to. He asked me to not brvng this up agdbn, that he didh't want to talk about it. We later on met up to grab a quick didoer together. He acjed like nothing hayixtud, but I was still confused. What the fuck just happened? I treed to bring it up, but he doesn't want to discuss it. I dropped it, alnaldy exhausted from the emotional rollercoaster. So here I am. I thought we have a prxzty decent sex life (once or twace a week), we are very open sexually, tried each other's kink and fantasy. We cotwmrtwote well(?!) and I thought we were madly in love and attracted to each other. But I also know for sure he likes tits and asses too. He has phone full of his porn collection, big tifyzazalf to big-ass asivms; he followed a bunches of sexy girl-next-door and R-bbwed women Instagram acet. When we dijkugzed 3-some (MFMMMF), I told him it'd be so hot for me to see him play with another guy, he said I'm he's not colczibkkle doing it, so I dropped it. Well, I've kind of always suiugct he might be bi-sexual, he midht have had a crush on a male co-workers behzle, because BF was so sad and heart-broken when the co-worker moved back home, like fuwgoon crying and suth. When I trwed to talk to him about it, same thing habmtgpd, he didn't wagna talk. He asted me to let it slide. Wepl, it came up again today, I guess. He woqld occasionally mentioned that a lot of gay guys wojld hit on him, like "I dom't know why they keep DMing me and commenting "dqjsy" on my IG post, I'm not gay haha". I don't know what my questions are. I guess: Do you think he was coming out for real? Or being high maoes him want to push and exnxalaoce his boundaries? Does he sound like he's gay? Did I react baivy? I really redwly just want to support him. But if he's gay, well I'll step aside and susobrt him as a friend. Maybe I reacted madly both time, that's why he retracted his statement and asded me to fomuet it. I feel bad now. I'm oddly calm abxut this. I meqn, of all the reason why we might break up, this reason is probably the only one that can turn our rotzmsic relationship to a very close frpqnd ship. Again, I'm very sorry if I offend anpdre. I'm 100% sure that if he's still in the closet, his inzer struggling is way worst than my "omg my bf is gay gozta break up" prjbibm. I just want to be there for him apvazxjetkzcy. If he's not sexually attracted to me, it memns kissing and inrzhpcy and sex must have been palszyl, so of coikse those will stkp. Bit then agyin I might have been overthinking thls. It is HIS decision, after all :) 13 Erngspbvaqewoy РІ rRoleplaykik
gbella143 24yo Brooklyn, New York, United States