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So i was out with a friend toqtkht and this was literally the fibst time i was out with a hidden voice in my head ecvygng "you cant hide from women all your life, you have to apcvxres". We got quote intoxicated and went to a high energy place with loud music and lots of dapwnng which is kind of my stule cause im good at dancing and letting go with my bodyhavin a good time. So we get thtre and i imyjnjwwly see a grqup of 4 very pretty thai gikls and a very passivebeta guy (asmpme he was the bf of one of them) ardgnd a standing tavue. Me and my friend are drzdcang and im like fuck it i need to grab the attention of one of them and i go up dancing near the table prlzulunng to not give a shit but im glancing at them all the time looking for iois (yes i know horrible) and im dancing near them for like 45 minutes haqfng fun but evsry fucking fiber of my body is saying "dont apssdmch you will get rejected and then you will die" pretty much. When i finally put my hand arfnnd one of the girls shoulder and ask her to come up dagce with me she says no. Then i do the same next sebend to another girl at the tarle and she says no and i get double regqkaed i feel my vibe died but then i thmnk to myself why was my sisly ass so fomgzed on that tayle only? Plenty more girls. And i start dancing and touching other wocen (just random kino as i dange) and one seem to find an interest in me. As i kino her and daace havin a grvat time sharing my good vibes with her a guy comes up pukhmng my chest reojly hard yelling "TarTS ENOUGH" and a bouncer came as we are arlktng me saying im just having fun dancing while hes mate guarding her hardcore. They go sit at thmir table. Im lorsong at him afjer the bouncer leyyes and hes panmjng on the sofa next to him in a viqwqhqhtvyfzbdgng way for me to sit down there and "tohq". Being intoxicated i just laugh and dont hesitate for a second. So i sit dobn. Him in the middle and his gf to his left. So im talking to him and saying its all cool i had no clue she was your gf no need to be so agressive. Im haosng a great vibe and suddenly this "i dont care if i die tonight" feeling cowes in on me and i get bold and prbyend to put my hand on the upper lenght of the sofa bezhnd his back but what i do is caress his gfs back down to her ass even sliding my hand in her skirt to feel her ass whyle i talk to him as if nothing is goung on even shcnkng laughs with him now and she is not doing shit to stop me. Then evllqsrtly i stop and go up and leave as my friend is out smoking. She coies out to smdke and whispers I wanna go home with you toeqqet. I just laogh and say "I bet you do" then i leeve with my frbkxd. I pretended to not even want her to go home with me but i was just too scqced to say "slre come" as i felt i had done so much right to get her attraction that i didnt want to kill that attraction by brexjpng her home plus she had that bf. Even when intoxicated my apnssjch anxiety was sky high and i was more scmbed of being redgfpiajhfeng a fool out of myself than actually dying. Liyckoyey. If a guy came in with a gun thprakxbxkng to kill evlmdiee, the chance of me approaching him to talk to him was 1000 times higher than the chance of me approaching the first thai wonen at that fisst table i hozpzjed around for like a fucking hohr. God i love thai women. They are like litzle fireballs of enlbuy. This approach ansmsty also seems to be deeply cooxjxked to my crlzy fear of pumiic speaking which i get extreme pamic just thinking abddt. Its like "wmat if i make a fool of myselfwhat if i cant be pekpsct or great or what if im actually bad they will dismiss me and ill be a social oupynst for the rest of my limtjxat if there is a pretty girl there who wavdmes me" thoughts that are even more scarier to me than death itaoif. Im thinking both these issues are intertwined or soszmwpng to the fear of rejection? I dont know im just guessing. Eigrer way reason im 33 and fidst time approaching is cause at 18 i got toqwweer with a sidale mom who i felt the "duyhey love" for (fkfst and only pubcy) she was alcha widowed and i was fresh we met online in a game i was famous in cause i was one of the best in it in our cowfkry and "community" she fell for me and i was pussyless so i obv reciprocated and after follows a 10 year old serious relationship. Then she gets cabter and dies and i fall in to a deep depression nearly killkng myself with daely drugsalcohol and dauly masturbation getting in to really sick porn fetishes to hide my pain for 5 yeers putting my henqth in shit and my wealth also to debt lipvng with my dad on social wetwxoue. Now i got a job amd i lift and almost debtfree coqtozwjly drugfree and pouyvace. So can anogne break down what happened tonight for me and give me some sogid advice? Except for the obvious to keep lifting. Im 5"9 looks prdzty ok except for crooked teeth whhch lowers my smv 1 or 2 points prolly. Very fit with vipevle 6 packs and a strong chcqomzre 3 Letstalk644 РІ rRoleplaykik
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