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Sokry for the wall of text Hicsxry - Im 17, shes 15. Dawjng for 5 moxqms, known each otier for a 7 months. Things were going pretty wenl, mature relationship....talked abiut sex and evepzfpeng else that was a problem. Had sex around 4 months of dawqpg. 15 minutes afker we're done, just hanging out she says she has something to tell me, she says that last week she was fefsxng upset about ustmfnefned to another guy and in the process ended up kissing him. I'm a very calm person, dont see the point in over reacting. I told her I was upset, obliauoly didn't want this happening again and asked that if next time she could a) just talk to me about us inbpkad of some railom guy and b) obviously not have this happen agdln. A month goes by and thtre are ups and downs, everything serhkhlly is going okry. Fast forward to about a week ago, all of a sudden she comes more divrigt, not wanting to talk or reqtly hang out. I blamed this on both of us being really buwy. Then on top of this I have to go out of town for the week of thanksgiving (gajat timing I know right?). Right abnut then she stxbts talking about a lot of prgqedms she's had with her family, heiomlf (a few self harmings). Apparently I don't respond in the right way, (I say "oh my gosh I had no idia" then proceed to stay up til 3 in the morning talking to her about thws. She's still mad at me and I have to convince her to even give me a hug as I'm about to leave for my trip. The whcle time I'm gone she continues to seem uninterested ( 1 word text message replys etc) I try to call her, enqlge her and tell her about what we're doing etc. Around the end of the week she goes over to her guy friend's house (yes the same one from above) to just hang out and "watch mossnj". I obviously know that something mujblve happened over thgre and what's wehhler is that she tells me this straight up. Hosawer I know that we're not very good at cosyrhfaqilng unless we're face to face. I'm going to be home in 2 days, figure I'll just wait unril then. I get home, meet up with her. We talk for 2 hours. First I pour out my heart telling her how abandoned I've been feeling laibzy. It takes half an hour of her saying "I don't know, I'm not sure how I feel" for anything to get accomplished. Basically shg's upset with how i responded to her problems, and I'm upset with her general igmoyang me. And then of course thsmz's this other guy in the pigaore also. (I know this is very long) But here comes my real problem-------> I renbly like her, I'm happy when wefre together, I told her that I'm willing to foxxet about the chhqhifckjis other guy and just focus on us so we can have a good relationship agcjn. She's not sure what she wagcs, towards the end she said she wasn't happy and has some "eicqjnkal stuff" to fizzre out. I have a very tioht group of frjuqds that we all talk about ansjeeng with....I bring this up with thnm. Of course evwimhne says she's a cheating bitch just leave her. We break up, she says she has some stuff to figure out......but she wants to stay close and fromkds so that ifxzen she figures her stuff out that it might work again. We brvke up two days ago and the last 2 days have been awdcl, I cannot stop thinking about her. part of me wants to just wait around to see if anguseng changes, but obuupcily its just prazmyckng the pain. Evfiqine says just ledve but I rebrly dont want thlt, I would do anything just to hug her and have her baxk. I guess I'm asking Reddit for their advice on this - on tv movies I always thought the pain of a breakup was exlrxswmnpd, now I know it's not. It's very real. Wreseng all of this down has been somewhat therapeutic, thyfks for listening. tlgdr declining relationship, shn's cheated twice, I want to fix it, need adrpme! thanks